Friday, July 07, 2006
Why Am i Born???
Hmmm.. Most of us will wonder why are we born.. now.. in the world ... In fact I believe all of us has these experience. But ANyone found the ans yet???? Or still searching for it?
As for me i believe i have found the ans! Anyway, since young i always wonder - What the heck am i doing on Earth... It's bored to live on Earth.. hai~! Sooo tragic to have this thoughts... LOL!! Finally now.. after all the readings n teachings,
John 9 --> Jesus Heals the Man Who Was Born Blind.
9.1 As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. 2 His disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"
3 "Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in his life. As long as it is day we must do the work of him who sent me. Night is coming, when no one can work. While I am in the world, I am the light of the world."
Though i'm prefectly fine physically from birth, but since then i was blinded by the world, n all sorts of lies frm TV, papers, n all sorts of nonsense( anger, worries, depression, stress ... etc) ard me.
True enough, the grace of God is upon since the day i received Him into moi life. Life can only get better year after year... It does not appear overnight but all the blessings will come on time. Just like moi results for moi mass com, I never expect to get 2 HDs n 4 Ds. Now I'm able to get a job i like to do. Though sometimes feel kinda down, but i know he is preparing a path for me in the future cause for moi work i need lots & lots experiences.
I know nuts for photography 4mths ago... i only know how to use a point to shoot camera to take normal pics. but 4mths later... i can control a SLR camera to shoot pics with more depth in it.. Though is it not the most attractive pics but I'm still improving. Sooner or later i'll make moi way there with His Grace. I'll be shooting at a actual day wedding for my client this sunday. 4mths only.... It is the Grace of God!
Besides on my work, moi relationship wise is also very bless by Him. I rmb years back i asked God for a wife.. Eventually i forget abt it.. sometimes, i just give thanks to Him n believing i'll get a wife.
Just last yr, I met moi current gal fren Evangeline. We Started off as normal frens.. going to chruch.. movies.. dinez... then hehe.. as a couple. =p. Our relationship is sooo bless. Both of us our temper are pretty bad.. but when ever we get into a quarrel, one of us will just calm down n.. talk sensable stuffs on the spot.. we always remind one another og God's Love n blessing for us... This is truly amazing.. with Jesus in this relationship ... nothing can hinder our path. We have been thru' alot and we are reaching our 1st year anniversary. Thank You Lord for guiding us & our 2nd year of relationship will be better than our 1st year! Amen!
Living in on Earth Is a whole new meanings for me now because the works(blessing + Grace +Wisdom) of God will be display in my life. Amen!