Wednesday, November 30, 2005
第十五天
what a day, damn!! fallen aslp @ 4am today and i need to be up by 7am.. Shhheeehhzzz, further more the weahter is superb for Zzzzz. yet i need to be up. %$^%$
went for ACCA briefing this morning, and for the first time at the auditorium i see stars!! s*it, get on with the briefing, i'm straving!!!!!! at least saw lot's of familiar faces there! candance, celest, in another grp. joining me are elsie and wj. muahahahah.... coool an increase tooo!! yipppy!
had lunch at s11 cuppage. foood finally foood!!!! sstttraaavvviiinnnggg!!!haha! did some window shopping with elsie and wj. actually a motive was there... - elsie wanted us to accompany her to wait for her fren. since nothing to do, we went window shop. lots of stuffs able to get... range from clothings to jewellaries to shoes ... etc...
after parted with elsie, wj and i went over to taka & wisma area, then isetan.. i think we are the only guys in most of female boutique... -rising eye brows- from lot of the ladies doing her shopping..
can't take it any more... went home and slp.... slp.. and i jump out too look for moi phone, i acutally thought i miss dearie's call. LOL!!!!
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Dinner: Macdonald ...
fast food again! LOL!!! Growing fat! =b
Another boring day today, tuning to mp3s. I need new songs, more the merrier. LOL!
当你孤单你会想起谁? i will miss and think of moi dearie!
Guess i need to go out for some fresh air =) any takers? daters? LOL!!
hai~! no use, i just need one person to cheer me up that's all....
just wish dearie is with me right now.... that's what i've been deprived from...
Yet again another heavy pour is here.... ... ... ...
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第十四天
hahaha, i think this is the continuation of moi pervious post.. man, i still don't know what to do!!! can't get to slp so on and so for... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just tuning to moi mp3s... suckz... nothing interest me, not even the games.. keke.. ahhhhhhhhh.... lalalalalalalalal..... -head shaking- tu tu... looking out at moi window, no stars or moon.. what a boring boring boring night...
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Monday, November 28, 2005
hmmmm.... what should i do? Read? slp? or gaming?
It really irrtates me... hmmmm.....
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第十三天
It is the 13th day entry, also marks moi 200th posts so far. yippppy!! A Toast to 200th post!
LoL!!
I just completed Five people you meet in heaven, after don't know how many donkey months laying in moi cupboard. keek..
Hmmm ... a good book! haha, which i bet most of you already read it way before me. hah!
Wondering what is moi dearie doing now?? A off day today, bet she must be out shopping again.. keke =b i miss you dear!!! Lots!!
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Sunday, November 27, 2005
第十二天
Spirit: A Stallion of Cimarrion was shown on channel 5 just now.
With Bryan adam songs and using his voice to narrate, man! it's a touching story!!!
Somehow i can feel the sadness and lonelness of the stallion who was force to separate from his herd, then from his love one. But the thots of going home was only resaon for him to survive. Man.... i really miss dearie, with all the feelings mixed together.. ohhh.. really suckz man... so wanted to hear her voice now, just a bit more.. a bit more...
Wanna see her smile again... wanna see her right infront of me...
i miss you dear.. Thank you, Lord for we can still able to chat on the phone...
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
Had a cut hair earlier on, then got dinner back for moi mum. She has been coping pretty well after the accident. Now going for physiotherapy once every two weeks. When on my way back, a sudden thoughts of dearie just erupted! Weeee... no control at all! LOL!! It has been a rainy evening today, what's more it reminds me when both of us were sharing an umbrella walking in the rain... kekek.... right.. day dreaming again.. hahaha..
remember that time shielding her from the rain.. keke.. putting moi arms ard her and holding the umbrella... end up moi right shoulder is wet.. kekeke.. -sweet- -sweet-
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Just short of 10days and my beloved will be back! YES!!!!
I had a dream, a weird dream - LOL!!! it's all abt dearie, a funny one.. when she reached Airport she told me she need to rush for a ball held somewhere in town ... i was like -_-" keke..
it's all about dearie, lala la la lala.. till then.. =)
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Friday, November 25, 2005 Former Manchester United Legend George Best has passed away today.
- A minute of slient-
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Weee... able listen to dearie's voice is awesome!!!! keke!! It is a torment for me when i can see moi dearie!!
Thru' this 10 days apart, i have to learn something i feel for Dearie. Indeed, i have cultivated a habit of thinking about flashes of incident where we spent our time together. Some said, why do you wanna look backwards where foreward is filled with plenty of surprises. Guess, there is no right or wrong in this situation, or any other. I do as i beliefs. Thinking of all these memories, they are making me missing dearie more. The way she looks at me, the huggies she gives me, the kisses that landed on my lips, her encouragements. This is what i miss right now in moi life for the past 10 days and the next few weeks. I'm looking forward for her return, so that i can be a blessing to her again. =)
I admit, i'm not good talker, neither i can chatting on for hours and hours. Having YOU in my life if the next best thing right now! What can i ask for? i don't know. Your presence really makes a difference in my life now, Thank You for coming into moi life! You're a blessing to me.
I have no idea what is the future is going to be like, but one i know! It will be better when we are together walking towards the light!
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第十天
Finally, today is the 10th day, 11th more days dearie will be back and gonna give her a big big huggie!! hehehe...
Anyway, i remember dearie called this morning and cp did asked me abt the location of yew tee sec sch location. hmmm... but i can't find any school with that name leh.. did i get it wrongly? heh heh ... die.. i think i must heard unity sec to yew tee sec. LOL!!! better clarified with her later! muahahhaha... anyway it is near moi plc. Hmmmm.... why cp's sis wanna come to cck where she lives in clementi... hmmm...
Dearie.. miss ya!! yipppppy! counting down activated - 11days.
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
第九天
OMG!! Slept at 3am and woke up at 7am.. man i got to stop playing games and find a job fast!
Did manage to catch a moment with dear! after i woke up again from my nap. Accompany my mum to physiotherapy this morning... but when i reached home, damn total KO! hahah..
Been mugging on my game for hours! Geess... need to do something abt it..
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
第八天
Having my dinner right beside me as i enter this post. Mushroom with roasted galic soup, 3 slices of honey oat bread, and a boiled potato with bacon bits. muhahaha.. i'm totally bloated now.
Accompany my mum to go for a check up at taman jurong - moi family doc. kekeke... and i spent the rest of the day @ home, playing harvest moon. It kinda slow for a RPG game but then it's rather cool! cos you have to build ya own farm, and get married too! hehe.. Well, Taking a break from RE4 too much violence as i kept having Leon's head saw off by a moron. LOL!!
Manage to see dearie online to day, but she kinda busy with her projects. Miss her a lot a lot... Hope she is doing well.. Hang in there moi dear! it's thursday tomorrow! hmmm... it's 23rd le.. man.. i just drank a orange juice which expire on 23rd too.. hhahahahahaha
It's a strange strange but great feeling, when you are in love. keke.. sometimes you can't even explain the feeling you have but the feeling it does exist!! hehe hehe.. -muackz- i lub you dear dear
PS: Dear dear, when are you gonna cook mushroom soup for me again???? heh heh heh...
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
第七天
Woke up @ noon today.. man.. it's raining man!!!! muahhaha... did have a pretty good rest. Went down to library to get books on HTML, Java and xml.. something new to me. keke. Also went down to collect Harvest Moon: Special Edition. YippY a pressie for dearie.. -_-" but wait.. i think moi ps2 gonna change home le.. LOL!!!
Called dearie just now but she was busy with her tutorials & assignment. hmmm.. busy busy.. Still must take care of yaself k.. muackz miss you dearie
i'm still in the process of finding how to play the game. keke.. ciao!
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Monday, November 21, 2005
第六天
Started my day at 6.30am today, gave dearie a call to inform her about contact lens.. -_-“ I think she is still learning to be more independent @ Australia, have to settle all the thingy by herself. Well, shouldn’t go into details. =b
OMG, what a fantastic weather today! Cloudy, windy… Terrific day to sleep in =) So I had another round of rest. Keke till 1pm. Woke up and was online since then – Finally saw dearie on msn. Log in via her lab! Yippy, did have a long chat with her since a long long time.. muhahaha.. We only log off when she returning to her apartment. Heh heh..
I gave her a call after moi dinner, but moi card run out of value so have to hang up. We continue our chat before she headed to bed… Oh no… in critical condition of missing dearie.. kekek.. Well, another day ended, a day closer to her return, a day closer to be together.. YES!!!!
Started my day at 6.30am today, gave dearie a call to inform her about contact lens.. -_-“ I think she is still learning to be more independent @ Australia, have to settle all the thingy by herself. Well, shouldn’t go into details. =b
OMG, what a fantastic weather today! Cloudy, windy… Terrific day to sleep in =) So I had another round of rest. Keke till 1pm. Woke up and was online since then – Finally saw dearie on msn. Log in via her lab! Yippy, did have a long chat with her since a long long time.. muhahaha.. We only log off when she returning to her apartment. Heh heh..
I gave her a call after moi dinner, but moi card run out of value so have to hang up. We continue our chat before she headed to bed… Oh no… in critical condition of missing dearie.. kekek.. Well, another day ended, a day closer to her return, a day closer to be together.. YES!!!!
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
第五天
Woke up @ 6.30pm today, after washing up i gave dearie a surprise call!! keke.. before she made her way to Great Ocean Road. Then made moi way to chruch for setup duty.
Actually nothing much today, but it's a chilling day making me going to sleep all the time. LOL!! Just listen to Corriane May's : Same side of the moon... making me miss dearie lot's more.. Here's a song to moi dear..
I'm looking out the window Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I picture you across the ocean
I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
Lyrics: Corrine May
Dear dear, are you able to see the moon tonight?
It is such a magical thingy to me ... especially when i met evangeline. When a stranger met and became friends, and progress to a couple... the feeling is pretty amazing.. i dont know how to explain that. Memories for how evangeline and i met to the day we got together, till now... when she left for australia - all these memories started to playback... i really miss her presence in moi my now.. though 3 wks isn't that long - but the feeling of missing someone isn't such a pleasent feeling after all... been longing to the day she comes back.... I miss you dear..
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Saturday, November 19, 2005
第四天
It's Saturday... but i only hit the bed @ abt 4am... Thought today no Sunset Bay session, but received a msg @ 11am: to meet @ Seah Imm. Yippy, i'm going back 'Home' after 2 long months.. haha.. When i left home, it's kinda dark. Met Weishun while on board the train, as he was on his way to dragon boat training.
Reached Sentosa @abt 1plus++ but is was still sunny. Had a few good rounds of game, but after the break, man i can't concentrate anymore. Moi mind kept on playing all the images of my time spent with evan when we were here months back. With her beside me, it makes me longing for her even more... -miss miss evan- Ended quite early today.. 3 weekends and dearie will be back, counting down to end of 1 weekend ... 2 more to come... -looking forward-
Actually Sunset bay wasn't pack today, just that there is a group of ppl - look like u and me no difference at all. You will only find the difference when they communicating, they used sign language instead. They are just like you and me, living in the same plc and the same time, going thru what we are going thru.
Finally got moi 1st international calling card!! Well, to save up for some other stuffs. & also thanks for moi dearie who get her mum to remind me. kekek.. Dearie! i got moi card now, can chat with you with no additional cost. =)
Called her just now, but no one answered.
Will i be able to listen to her voice before i call it a day?
@10:20pm singapore time -
Evan called me. She just came home with the rest of them. Hai, we really miss each other so much so that we cant concentrate on what we are doing.. Dearie, if u able to see this post:
i want you to have a great time @ aus, though i'm not by your side. i'll be thinking of you every min... mucakz..
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Friday, November 18, 2005
第三天
Woke up by ella's cry... cos she is looking for her mum(went for haircut). so manage to stop her from crying, well... for 30mins before going MAMA... WAAAAAA.... heee..
Finally i've made moi very first salad, kekek.. with moi favorite - bacon bits-!! yummy.. added with salmon - medium rare, eggs, prawns.. weeee... i love veggies.. keke.. and i also did bacon fried rices - instead of using light soya sauce, i used bacon bits. it taste light but i like it.. haha.. i think i can cook for dearie when she comes home!!!!
Actually wanna to call her @ 9pm singapore time, but afraid that she is asleep; guess what, moi phone rang and it's dearie!! keke... She sounds tired, but still called me .. such a sweetie she is. Had a short chat with her, it makes moi heart goes... Aaahhhh.. -i wanna see dearie now-
Well basically today, i went into a dreaming sessions - keep thinking abt dearie n her big big eyes.. miss those looks.. TAke care moi dear! n God Bless.. Love you! sEe ya SOON!!!
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
第二天
Woke up by my sis, asking me do i need to sent any clothings to evan as the weather is kinda cold over there. Check out with DHL, it actually cost 150aussie dollars for the receivees. -_-" Therefore dearie have to buy a thicker clothing over there.
Did nothing much today, just glued to my TV and moi PS2. playing the gluesome resident evil 4, got freak out by the man chasing me with a chain saw in hand. -_-" hahaha, though it is just a game, man..
Called my dearie just now and having a short chat before she turn in. It is already second day - 19days to go!!! yippy!!!
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
第一天
Today it's moi 4th month together with moi dearie. -muack- but such a baddy that we cant spent it together. slept late last nite, therefore woke up late too ... as usual- met up mr poh chaen lung(my sec sch buddy) for a movie.
Went do to causeway point to watch dragon squad, not bad for HK production, just a bit lengthy. Whether in the threater, dearie called me but i left moi phone in slient mode, & i miss it .. =(
Feeling pretty down cause how can i actually missed dearie's call, which i have been waiting for the whole day.... -sob- -sob-
Make moi move down to funan to look for Harvest Moon (PS2 game that dearie likes) and Resident Evil 4 .. manage to get what i want but need to make another trip later this week to pick up my package. =b What surprise me was actually dearie called me when i was on my way home on board the train. Just listen to her voice, MAN!! I'M ALIVE AGAIN!!!! heh heh heh... chatted for a few good mins, i simply miss dearie's presence as and where i go.. she simply can make my day, now that she's in australia... i miss her.. tons.. when today is the 1st day, 20 days to go!!!
Today it's moi 4th month together with moi dearie. -muack- but such a baddy that we cant spent it together. slept late last nite, therefore woke up late too ... as usual- met up mr poh chaen lung(my sec sch buddy) for a movie.
Went do to causeway point to watch dragon squad, not bad for HK production, just a bit lengthy. Whether in the threater, dearie called me but i left moi phone in slient mode, & i miss it .. =(
Feeling pretty down cause how can i actually missed dearie's call, which i have been waiting for the whole day.... -sob- -sob-
Make moi move down to funan to look for Harvest Moon (PS2 game that dearie likes) and Resident Evil 4 .. manage to get what i want but need to make another trip later this week to pick up my package. =b What surprise me was actually dearie called me when i was on my way home on board the train. Just listen to her voice, MAN!! I'M ALIVE AGAIN!!!! heh heh heh... chatted for a few good mins, i simply miss dearie's presence as and where i go.. she simply can make my day, now that she's in australia... i miss her.. tons.. when today is the 1st day, 20 days to go!!!
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Just reached home from the Airport. Yup, moi little dearie is on her way to Melbourne for 3 wks. A long 3 weeks. =( -sad- came home, sat down & have some of moi comfort food. Oreo n milk.. can't remember when was the last time i taken it. Lot's of memories just rush through my mind.. it's All abt dearie.. tomorrow is our 4th month together... dearie i don't know u see moi msg before the plane takes off... but i'll said it one more time @ here..:
The msg goes:
To my little princess, wanna tell you i love you my dear. it has been a great 4th month spent together. i love spending my time with you. i'll be good and u too have to take care of yourself k. i'll be looking forward to your arrival in 3 wks time. Muazkz, i love you.
Ever since dearie left for the waiting hall, time seems to be slow.. really slo - mom.. tomorrow is the first day when dearie @ Melbourne.. and moi first day without her by my side... count down starts....
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Monday, November 14, 2005 我爱你 i can write chinese character le.. heee
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Last week have been relatively fast fading yet busy. Concentrating all my time spent on my beloved little evangeline, cause she is going on a 3weeks study trip to melbourne on 15th Nov, that is tomorrow. A special touch from her - she decided to cook up a fablous dinez on saturday night. Went over to her in the afternoon to help her for her preparation. =) A six course dinez, yummy... i think her family and her and myself really have a great bonding session.
Later a short and brief coversation chat with my dearie.....
We went for breakfast with her mum; sis; and her little bro on Sunday morning, then procceed to 2nd service. Though dearie have a good rest, but she having a hard time keeping herself awake.. i think she watch toooo much Dang-O hahaha... =b
Had our lunch @ lavendar market b4 going up to army market to do some shopping. Thereafter we make our way orchard to SHOP! kekek.. but then i think there's a huge crowd everywhere so kinda hard for dearie tooooo... took a break @ paragon starbucks. We actually spent abt 1hr heart to heart talk -
She often asked: Dear Dear, why do u love me so much?
i answered: I don't know about the logical ans, but while @ worship this morning, Jesus just came across my mind, Jesus loves us so much till He gives his life for all the sinners. So much so that i too wanna share and love my dearie like Jesus, but i know i can't be like Jesus or even come any closer to match Him.
Therefore with Jesus's love for us all, i'll love evan. I don't know how many ppl reading this post will understand, but i have experienced the love of Jesus and Heavenly Father when i'm in a shit hole. i can't find a verb, adj, to describe. It is way beyond words... You just have the energy, the will power, the positive attitude to face this world.. Amen!! Life has been great as a christian.. and it will be better in the future.
For 3 weeks, my life will be without dearie's presence. i'll definitely miss her... alot alot alot... i'll be looking forward to pick her up @ the airport in 3 weeks time and to spent our very 1st christmas together... ---> finally i have found someone special and Significant to me. Living under God's Grace and Love... i have been falling in love with evan everyday again and again.. Thank you, my heavenly abba. Thank you Jesus!!
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Yst was my first and last paper, yeah - i only have one written paper and 5 assignments. ALL handed up and i'm free now... or am i not? i wonder...
It is like ending of a book, and beginning of a new one but which one do i choose from the wide wide ocean? -pondering- -wondering- Finally clean moi room, been in a mass since i started my assignments. Books everywhere.. LOL!! at least accomplish sometime today and yst. Met up with dearie for dinez, a drink and a mid night movie.
It has been ages since we go out and enjoy ourselves. i have lost count when we started our mugging assignments schedule. Time just slipped away like that.. i wonder why, when ever a good/pleasent stuff happens, it just goes wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... The End. But whenever it's a bloody lousy day, it looks like forever and ever... hai~!
Starting to hate night time... it makes ppl think tooo much too much... all the sad and crappy stuffs, happy n joyful moments... why? a reflection for the day? who knows.... where do i go from here? taking a short break? continue studies? going to get a job? where will i be in the next 5 years? A Winner or A Loser? it is began with a choice... have i make the right one so far??
or have i not??
Left or Right???? make your choice....
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Thursday, November 03, 2005
Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me
Fill my life with song
Let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you
Fill my life with song
Let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love ....... you
Lyrics and music Bart Howard (1916-2004)
Dearie, here is a song for you!! =)
Moi little princess, cheer up k! you are not alone
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After dayz of staying up late at night, i'm free now.. at least for the time being. -_-"
still i need to prepare for my marketing paper on 7th nov, next monday. SssHHh****T i can't get anything into moi brain... sianz-
what can i do to make you happy? free from what ever you are going thru' now? do you know u freak me out when i ans your call just now.... you want me to go back to study but how can i be at peace at the first plc before hitting the bookz. cause i got u in moi priority.... i hope you still remember on what you have said; we never keep any probs to ourselves, but to share....
frezks.... i know i have moi limits now...
hai~! i dont know how to go on........... anger venting in process... stay Clear..
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