Monday, February 07, 2005
aLoha!! oR should i said good morning!! another slpless nite for me.. losing my sleep often lately..i know i shouldn't be involve but it just keep ringing in moi mind... that sentence "don't go back to him" keeps haunting me, how much i wanna say it right to her face but i can't bring myself to do so... as she had plenty of nagging/disapproval frm her closer frenz n her family too... i feel helpless...
i did what i could as a fren... i knew she won't change her mind, at the same time i don't wanna see her getting hurt...
coz i had an bad encounter with one of my frenz with the same situation.. that's choosing to go back to her ex, after he won her heart back e 2nd time... sadly, the nitemare begins.. foR the 2nd time.. moi fren really broke down this time.. physically... crying for wks after wks after wks after wks. her so call boi fren left her for another ger... it hurts to see moi fren went throught this..
initially, moi sis, moi pastor & her parents, all disagree with her to go back to her ex.. but her intractable will turns all to deaf ear... & she paid the price... ~>_<~ but she's fine now.. found the right man for her.. getting marry this coming Oct.. =)
i did told her what i'm facing now.. & she reply me, " you did your part as a fren & that's good enough, coz u can't carry all her burdens. during the period of time when i was hurt, i finally came to my senses.. who are those who standing beside me always....."
i don't mean to intrude ya life but i just wanna let the steam out... sorry -_-"
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